Monday, May 5, 2008

Who am i?

Many say they know who they really are but have we ever thought about it. I am a student, a friend, a daughter, a sister, an athelete, and most importantly a christian . My christianity beliefs mean so much to me. For awhile i started to fall away but as i get older the closer i am getting to the Lord. My relationship with God, my family and friends are most important to me. As much as i can be selfish i try my hardest to always please others before myself. I am loud, crazy and goofy. At times i can get annoying haha, but that is who i am. I like to see people laugh . I feel that if i can make people laugh then i get everyone to like me. I like to be liked. Like everyone says "I HATE DRAMA" well i am like everyone. I hate drama but i know there is no way to avoid it. We have drama through friends and even family. Family is very important to me. Everyday i might argue with my parents, sisters, brother in-laws but we will always get through them together. I learn so much from my parents. They have taught me everything i know from school, manner, the bible, friends, to even boys. My best friend is my mom. Me and her relationship is weird. We can argue and yell but the next minute i can tell her everything from my friends to boys. Right now being a Senior in Highschool my life is filled with clutter and stress. I have stress from school, friends , volleyball, college, family and boys. hehe. What keeps me not stressed is of course God but besides that music and sports. Music is my life. I live for music. I can sit all day listening to music. Listening to each beat and each word that different artist express through lyrics calms me. I listen to music that relate to my feeling. I hope i can use my interest in music for a career. Sports is also a big part of my life. It is my competive and athletic side. This is what my dad is for. Writing this blog has helped me to remember who i really am. It has helped me to realize that i have so many blessings in my life that God has done for me. I will continue to find out more about who i am each day!

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